Jealous big brother

Dear Khoa and Mai an,

So today was marked by a lot of hitting little sister. I am not sure why big brother is acting this way all of the sudden, but it is bad all together. Little sis has it rough the whole day. I think the total hours of sleep was only about three to the max. You were so tired by the end of the day, especially since big brother took a short nap and screamed loudly as soon as he woke up. For the last three nights, you have up at 2:38 (on the dot) to past 4 am just staring into the ceiling. Hopefully, this night waking will end soon, it is making mommy too exhausted. You have been so much more moody because of the many interruptions in your life - I keep hoping that you will adjust but you still won't so your life every day is very rough. We really have to start big brother in school (though that will bring so much heartache for mommy) so that at least little sis can have some quality time with mommy. Part of mommy will be with big brother and his crying struggle but what can we do? Mommy has been so stressed out again - why can our lives be easier? I thought things were getting better but now it's hard again. Tonight I tried to spend some quality time with big brother to let him know how much I love him, as much as I love little sis too.

Now onto cleaning and getting to bed early. Hopefully no more night owl for little sis.

Love, mommy